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laixu4
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Name: lai
Country: United States
State: Illinois
Metro: Chicago
Birthday: 4/15/1986
Gender: Female
Interests: music, movies, having a good time w/ friends, sleeping, working out, eating
Expertise: shopping?? welll...at least i do spend my money strategically, unlike somebody...
Occupation: Student
Industry: Education/Research
Message: message me
AIM:  shopexercise
MSN: laixu4@Hotmail.com
Member Since:
6/23/2003
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| Lesson learned this year? The world is a small place...everyone's interrelated somehow and u never know when you are gonna run into them.
So my new philosophy on life is that u need to take ur chances when the opportunity comes along, but what happens if the opportunity is well...rather inopportune? Do u let ur rationality take over and back out of the game gracefully or u push the envelope till u make a fool out of urself? | | |
| I think i have chronic bad luck... | | |
| Such a sad song...But strangely theraputic
Fix You
When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse.
And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
Tears stream, down on your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down on your face
And I..
Tears stream, down on your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down on your face
And I..
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you.
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| I don't know why I do stupid things sometimes, acting like a spoiled child and then try to rationalize my faulty acts by blaming the other party's intolerance. I don't know why I even bothered to develop all those elaborate theories about how to be a good person when I can't even implement them at all when time calls. And I do hate the feeling of not being forgiven and knowing the fact that I don't deserve to be forgiven...
I don't know why I even ask for forgiveness...it's such a selfish act - asking for undeserved forgiveness so that I myself can feel better...
Maybe it is time for me to grow up a little bit... | | |
| Ahhh, I can't sleep, too much coffee...so I'm back on Xanga.
One of my friend in China reminded me today about this Chinese TV hostess that ppl in Shanghai kept on mistaking me for...god I almost forgot about that person...but it was really quite an experience to have ppl mistaking you for celebraty:)
I honestly don't think I look that much like her...but I guess my view is a bit on the subjective side...
Chenchen | | |
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